Hi, I too am dealing with Stage IV colon cancer, mets to lung. Four years ago I had 6 months of the folfox regime after mets to lung and thought "that was that". However, 3 months ago scans showed a nodule on my left lung (three were on my right lung 4 years ago). So I had surgery to remove the one nodule, and my oncologist plus another I saw for second opinion recommended 6 months of chemo again. Both oncologists told me this was a chronic problem, and would probably come back. Two weeks ago I had my first treatment of Folfiri, similar to Folfox but no oxaliplatin since that had left me with some neuropathy. Anyway, the treatment left me sick, weak and nauseous for the whole past two weeks. I am prepared to go in tomorrow (which would be for second treatment) and tell my oncologist that I am not going to continue. It is not worth feeling so sick and depleted. The way I look at it I am now cancer free. The chemo is just to take care of any cancer cells that may still be hanging around. But how do we know that there are still cancer cells there, and if they are there, there is no way of knowing if the chemo is getting rid of them. I have decided to fight this without the chemo this time. I am changing my diet and listening to visualization tapes. I also am joining a weekly visualization group. Have you heard of Dr. Bernie Seigle? He has given me such inspiration. His books describe his work with what he calls "exceptional cancer patients". I am somewhat afraid of what my oncologist will say to me tomorrow, and that she may try to convince me to continue. But honestly, the side effects are just too awful. I would love to have support as I fight this cancer.