It sure sounds like you have a strong life force. You have a strength of will that will serve you well as you move forward. I sure do get your anger. I had lung cancer in 1996. I was 18 years free of cancer, when I was diagnosed with fallopian tube and uterine cancer. I was angry. I thought I had paid my dues. It all seemed so very unfair. I conquered that one, too. I am now five years post-treatment. My one piece of advice for you is to embrace the anger, but find healthy ways to channel it and for everyone's sake don't take it out on small humans and furry animals.
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