This is EXACTLY how I feel. It's like you took the thoughts right out of my mind! I am 7 months post surgery, 3 months post chemo and almost 4 weeks out from my last radiation treatment. I am trying to be patient with myself and navigate my "new normal". As a 42 year old, survivor of triple negative bc, I often times struggle with the "what if's". I want to enjoy life with my 2 young kids and AMAZING husband. Thank you for your posts. They are authentic and real.