I was never a "cryer" until I went through cancer treatment and now I can't seem to mention anything about my experience without crying. I wish I could have some control because I have had the faucet come on at some less than desirable times. I'm sure I've made some people feel awkward. I have discovered though that there are many people who are compassionate and encouraging. As I sit here alone I'm crying and I wonder if as time goes on I'll become better at controlling the outward sign of all the sadness that comes from having cancer.