I have been a big fan of the TV show “Survivor” since season 1, episode 1. I was fascinated by the human dynamics: a group of strangers on a deserted island, left to deal with the elements, needing to rely on each other while competing for a zero-sum prize. The tension between the mutually exclusive goals made for some great viewing, and I wanted to be part of it.

I applied twice to be on the show and submitted accompanying videos, one with my wife filming me up in a tall tree in our backyard, and another with my cat Pumpkin as I voted him off the “tribe.” My neighbors and I thought for sure we had a hit with the cat video, but I guess you had to know Pumpkin to appreciate it. Needless to say I never got a casting call.

As a longtime Outward Bound instructor, I have seen groups of strangers come together under stressful conditions to achieve more than they thought they were capable of. I believe most people are not aware of their limits and often don’t have the means to test them. But, when subject to these character building tests, people rise to the occasion, which increases their confidence and self-esteem. It’s a beautiful and powerful process to be a part of.

Mt. Kilimanjaro will be a test for our group of 16 “strangers.” How will we support each other? Will we work together as a group or focus on our individual accomplishments? How will we deal with the physical stress of altitude, the side effects of chemo, of missing our loved ones, of sleeping outside for eight days, of being in close proximity to a large group with little privacy and alone time? Will we rise to these challenges and emerge better people? I hope I can bring a selfless attitude that puts the welfare of my teammates first and that my stress level does not negatively affect the group. These are goals, not guarantees. Stay tuned!

Mt. Kilimanjoro will be my “Survivor” moment, minus the cutthroat nature of the game. I was chosen for the team because I have risen to the challenge of myeloma and achieved more than I ever imagined. Between participating in triathlons and running half and full marathons, I am in the best shape of my life. I will shortly go over the $100,000 mark in fundraising for blood cancers in less than three years. I have risen to the challenge and am better off for it. I will continue to seek challenges that push my limits and increase my confidence.

Though to be sure, I haven’t given up on the real thing. I plan on filming a short video atop Kilimanjaro to submit to ‘Survivor’. What could be more inspirational? Here’s hoping the third time applying is a charm!